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26.10.2005 - 1:30 p.m. CST Love is a weird thing. Well when it comes to me, you know? Even though me and Kenny are not together anymore, I still love him... and he still loves me. He told me so yesterday. Then there's the other guy... and I'm already crazy about him lol. You remember New Zealand buddy right? Yeah... I hate myself for liking him so much now. Well I know that he likes me a lot too, but he already told me that he doesn't believe in long distance relationships... and the only way we could actually date each other and be together is if I actually moved down there or if he moved up here. Makes sense to me... I'm not into the long distance thing anymore. But why do I always have to start liking guys that live so fucking far away from me? There's a lot of nice guys around here... but I guess they just don't satisfy me enough. Gosh!!! But he's moving to Australia now to be with his mom since she's been sick lately. He's sending me a plane ticket for my birthday to visit him in Australia. Of course I'm gonna go. Who would give up a free trip to Australia? Yeah... and I talked to him all night last night. I went to bed around 5:30am. *sigh* I have no idea what I'm doing now... no idea... I'm still naive..
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